You know, if I went and exercised every time I had some kind of whacko downspiral of depression/anxiety/intrusive thoughts, like I'm supposed to be doing (at least when I'm at home)... I would be so fucking ripped, swear to god.

I should, uh. Try to do this. More often. At least a little.

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( Mnh. )

( Just a load of emo, really. )

I thought the nights of "can't sleep because I'm too busy crying over memories of the fire" were over, buuuut I guess not. Fuck.

The subject came up at work today, and of course I couldn't avoid hearing about it. In detail. Lovely. And of course in local events, it's been present as well, because they're still working to get the most highly- ( Read more... )

✿ I keep forgetting that Easter is this weekend. I'm reminded, and then I forget. ...Well, I'm not one to object to stat pay. And my own spring holiday fell on a weekend this year, so it's all good ( Read more... )

( La la la move along, brain stuff goes here )

( Whine and cheese )

( Whine and cheese )

Sigh.

My brain is really not being kind to me right now. It wants to sulk and feel down for no particular reason. Argh argh argh.

I went for a run, and I feel a little better, but not... better enough. I just can't pick myself up today, argh.

And I know it's going to be better tomorrow, after I get some sleep, but that doesn't make me feel ( Read more... )